E P S I L O N . E T A

So I try to keep most of the less-awesome parts of my life off of da blog, but something pretty major is going on right now.  To make a very very very long story short - they are closing the NCSU chapter of Tri Delta in May.  Its been a very drawn out process over the past few years with the main issues of not being well established and financial mismanagement.  There are a lot of reasons this makes me sad, but one of the main reasons is that the current group of girls in the sorority is a great bunch of women who get along like real sisters. I feel terrible that they are they ones who have to deal with losing the chapter while they are still in school.  On top of the fact that they are wonderful people and sisters, they all worked so hard to be there and stay open, but to no avail.  I love them all and I mourn the loss of the chapter for them because it is premature.  Another reason I am so sad is because I mentally made plans to help with recruitment for the next few years while I still knew people in the chapter.  I helped all last weekend, but the efforts just barely fell short of where they needed to be to keep the chapter open.  Its hard for me to wrap my mind around the fact that the plans I made will not come to fruition.  I'm mad at a lot of people for letting down my chapter, especially when the identity of the chapter, the morale, and the sisterhood is better than ever.  People keep telling me to hold on to the hope of recolonization in the future, but for right now, that is nearly impossible.